Racing some kid through all of town. Fucking awesome, and we didn’t even get busted.
Woke up with suicidal thoughts, fucking lame.
Another job offer, but I would have to move 4 hours away from here. Do I just close my eyes and say yes?
Broke down in tears at work, after seeing my dad today. Blehh. :( and my brother’s diabetes is becoming bad. Bleh. I love my family but never talk to any of them.
It’s so fucking hard to talk with my dad on the phone. I can hear how much pain he is in, and I’m going to see him this weekend. Really hope I don’t break down and cry my eyes out the whole time.
Successful night. Going to help a very good friend open and run a business in May.
Talked with my dad on the phone just as he was getting done with radiation. I could hear how much pain he was in, and it isn’t even helping. :,(
Woke up at 2pm yesterday, then returned to sleep at 6pm. Successful day if I say so myself.
Backed my fucking car into my buddies truck. Fuuuuuuuck me :(
Oh no. Pills are lovely.
Dad’s cancer is bad. He can’t feel the right side of his body, and has to go into radiation for 2 weeks starting tomorrow. Fucking kill me :’(